Habits & the Mind · 2026

Who’s In Your Mirror?

The dangers of your autopilot past.

Jhöl Unger · New Westminster, BC · October 2026

I was sent an article recently by Vishen Lakhiani about the most expensive lie your brain has ever told you. The lie is that we're the ones in charge.

He leans on a cell biologist, Dr. Bruce Lipton, who was a Stanford scholar. Lipton's estimate is that 95 to 99% of our daily life is run by our subconscious mind. That's a bold statement. It means at best we're maybe 5% of the time being deliberate with our conscious mind, and the rest of it we're on autopilot. And most of those autopilot patterns, habits, beliefs......they were created and given to us before we were even seven years old.

Now, people do this. I have done it......we find the one research paper or number that leans towards what we're talking about and we use it. That's fine. I'm not trying to argue with this doctor or with Vishen. I kind of want to piggyback off of it. Because my favourite thing about Vishen is he always gets me thinking. So I have my own thoughts on this and my own spin on it.

Because if what Lipton said is true, our day is being run by patterns, habits and decisions sitting in our subconscious brain. I want to go further and call them agreements. Some kids picked on us when we were young? Or our parents asked, in my case, ‘what's wrong with you?’ That stuff is sticky, and it has a real impact down the road.

That tracks with something I've thought about for 20 years, since I was first given the concept......‘the unanswerable question.’ For most of us it sounds like, why am I not good enough? Why am I not worthy? Why am I unlovable?

And it always comes from outside of us.

I got mine from my Dad. Before he would hit me, if I screwed up just being a kid, he would ask me, ‘what's wrong with you?’ And how that becomes an unanswerable question is I spent a good chunk of my life trying to figure out exactly what WAS wrong with me. I'll still go there even now, long away from my parents. My Dad's in the ground. And if I screw up, I still might question myself internally, like, what is the matter with me? Even though I've done the work to know there's nothing wrong with me. I'm human.

Vishen put it like this. Before we could even read a contract, we all signed one. We soaked up the emotional rules of the house, our parents' relationship with money, their fear, an offhand comment from a teacher. Then we decided things about ourselves in a single moment as a kid, and we might still be living that. He says those programs were installed so long ago we don't even experience them as beliefs anymore. We experience them as reality. I'd take it further. It's not a belief anymore......it's fact. And we'll actually push people away if they don't see it. Because it's the truth. It's in our head. Been there most of our life, so it has to be true.

Then there's the car thing. I'd heard once that most car accidents happen within a few kilometres of where a person lives. The thinking is we drive there every day, so we're basically on cruise control and not prepared for a surprise. A kid runs out chasing a ball, and our brain is autopiloting home. We're not really paying attention.

So as I do when I come across things that have an impact on an everyday man's mental health, I handed all of it to Leo, my AI research agent I built just for these moments. I asked him three things. Is there any competing or arguing research out there? What practices can we do to make sure we're working on our conscious mind, not just waking up every day, same, same, running old programming that may not even be good for us? And is there any hard evidence from insurance companies to back up that car stat?

This is what came back.

✱1a The 95% number first. Lipton says it plainly and consistently: five percent of life runs on the conscious mind, ninety-five on subconscious programs. So there's nothing to fact-check about whether he said it. The question was where the number came from, and the answer is nowhere measurable. ✱1b Trace it back and you land on Gerald Zaltman at Harvard Business School, whose book put it into wide circulation. Two men saying it, and no study under either of them.

So somebody eyeballed it, and everyone since has been measuring off that mark. Any carpenter knows that problem......that's a wall built off a line nobody ever pulled square.

✱2a Then the measured number, because there is one, and it's roughly half of Lipton's. Wendy Wood's lab buzzed people on a wristwatch every hour and had them write down what they were doing. About a third of what people did was habit in the first study, and closer to half in the second. ✱2b Later work from the same lab, across students and everyday folks, landed around 45%.

95% and 45% aren't measuring the same thing, and honestly that turned out to be the most useful thing in this whole dig. Lipton and Zaltman are talking about processing......how much mental activity happens outside awareness. Wood is talking about behaviour......how much of what you actually do is on rails. Both can be roughly true. But somewhere along the way, as the number got passed from person to person, it slid from one to the other without anyone saying so. How much of your thinking happens outside awareness became how much of your life runs on autopilot, and those are different sentences.

That gap is what this whole article is about, and I don't have to fight anybody to talk about it.

The brain doing the autopilot stuff is doing its job. It's great for, let's say, when you wake up to go pee at 2 a.m. and your one eye open doesn't need to do much, because your brain mapped the room years ago. The danger is also that when your kid left a box near the corner, your brain won't see it, but your pinky toe will find it immediately.

And the research backs both halves. That same habit study, the one where people got buzzed every hour and wrote down what they were doing, found habits come with less stress than the things we have to stop and think through. Why? The reason is simple: auto-actions don't tax us as hard. That's the brain doing its job, saving the fuel. And less stress is what we feel as calm. That's why autopilot feels so good. And the box by the corner is the familiar road with a pinky toe on it. I'll get to the drivers in a minute.

But calm doesn't always mean better.

Picture a duck in a fox's mouth that's gone limp. From the outside, it looks like it's over. And honestly, going still probably hurts less than fighting a mouth full of teeth.

✱3 Researchers have actually watched this. Back in the seventies, they watched red foxes catch about fifty ducks. Every duck went limp the second it was grabbed. But limp didn't mean checked out. A limp duck doesn't look like much of a fight, so the fox carried it off to a spot to deal with it and set it down. Some got stashed away for later, still alive. And through all of it, the ducks looked alert, and they often took the chance when it came. Not all of them made it. But twenty-nine of them survived being caught and carried by a fox. The ones still watching were ready when the teeth let go.

That's what I think the true cost of auto thinking is. When life has handed you enough hurts, giving in starts to occur as the sane choice. Don't fight it, don't feel it. The problem is those things we really want? The different results? The thing that maybe saves a relationship? To an autopilot brain that's been hurt enough, they can start looking like fighting a mouth full of teeth. So it goes still. And going still costs you the one last chance to get out.

✱4 Then there's the other half of Lipton's claim from the top of this, that most of our autopilot patterns, habits and beliefs were created and given to us before we were even seven years old. His reason is that kids under seven live in a slow brainwave state that works like hypnosis, so they soak up whatever's around them. The brain part is real. The hypnosis part is a stretch. Kids' brains really do run a slower rhythm until about seven, then shift faster. But the leap to "kids under seven are hypnotized" doesn't hold. The researchers who measured it say a young kid's slow rhythm may just be that age's version of the ordinary resting rhythm adults have.

So I don't need the hypnosis to make my point, and honestly I don't want it. A kid doesn't have to be in a trance to take on what's around him. He's small, he's still learning how the world works, and the people teaching him are the ones he can't get away from. Whatever gets said at the kitchen table goes in as the way things are. That's how a question like ‘what's wrong with you?’ gets in early and stays. No special brainwave needed. Just a kid, in that house, hearing it over and over.

And it turns out there's a name for what gets left behind.

✱5a This next one is the one that got me. What I was reaching for already exists, and it's got way more behind it than Lipton does. Leo said that out of everything he dug up, he'd stake his job on this one. My ‘agreements’ and my ‘unanswerable question’ already have a name in cognitive behaviour therapy. I'd been scribbling them in my notes, and a textbook had them on the page the whole time. It maps almost line for line.

The deepest beliefs a person holds about himself come in three flavours: I'm helpless, I'm unlovable, I'm worthless. They're broad and absolute, they barely move over time, and the man holding them sees them as fundamental truths. Usually they're formed early in life. Fundamental truths. That's almost Vishen's line......we don't experience them as beliefs anymore, we experience them as reality.

✱5b Judith Beck, who wrote the textbook, says "I'm not good enough" can mean two different things. You have to find out whether the person means he hasn't achieved enough, or he's not good enough for someone to love him. So the profession's answer to "why am I not good enough" is that the question itself is broken, and the work is figuring out which question you were actually handed. That's my unanswerable question. Beck just came at it from the other end.

✱6 And for my mission, the hard evidence that the early stuff carries. The biggest study of childhood adversity looked at more than seventeen thousand adults. The more bad things that happened to someone as a kid, the higher the odds they'd attempted suicide later in life. People with seven or more of those experiences had about thirty-one times the odds of someone with none. The researchers estimated that roughly two-thirds of lifetime suicide attempts in that group were linked to at least one of those childhood experiences. I don't need Lipton to make my case. I need that.

As for my own ‘what's wrong with you’ question......what I was handed has a name, it's been studied, and there's a reason it outlived my Dad. When it still fires on me, that's it doing exactly what the research says it does.

✱7a Then the car thing. I had Leo go looking for hard numbers from the insurance companies, and honestly, we couldn't find any that hold up. The stat everybody repeats, that about half of crashes happen within five miles of home, goes back to one company survey that law firms keep passing around. So the number's out. But my gut on it was right, and there's real evidence for that. Just not that evidence.

✱7b Two researchers put drivers in a simulator, on a route they knew and a route they didn't. You'd think knowing the road makes you safer. It didn't. On the route they knew, they drove worse. In their words, "familiarity with a route is itself a source of driving impairment." On the familiar route, drivers followed the car ahead closer and were slower to notice people heading for the road. That's the kid chasing the ball, measured in a lab.

And it wasn't a one-off. ✱7c Another team had people drive the same simulated road twenty times over three months, and the drivers stopped noticing what was on the side of the road. ✱7d A review of fifty-eight studies found convincing evidence that crash risk and violations go up on familiar roads. The drivers even had their own name for it. They called it "going into autopilot."

Autopilot is the key. The whole underlying thing is about what the mind does if left on its own. It does its job. It says ‘Yup, we know this, we've seen it before, so you go rest up buddy, we got this’......and then blamo......but not on day 1, probably on year 5.

What surprised me was how fast it kicks in. It only took four drives of the same route to switch the autopilot on. The mind hands over the wheel a lot sooner than we think. The crash just waits until year 5 to show up.

Funny thing about attention, you don't pay for it until you weren't doing it.

The fix came out of that same simulator study. When drivers were given something to keep them on task, the effect went away. The researchers wrote that it was eliminated "when drivers are prompted to pay attention to the road." They call it a prompt. I'm calling it a cue......same thing, a signal from outside that snaps you off autopilot. Theirs was a tone that went off whenever a driver drifted outside the speed he'd been told to hold. Eliminated. Not reduced. A cue at the right moment shuts the autopilot off.

✱8 That led straight to the answer with the most research behind it, for my actual question......what practices work on this. Researchers call it an implementation intention. It's an if-then plan: if this happens, then I do that. Across ninety-four studies, making that kind of plan had a medium-to-large effect on people actually reaching their goals, and an even bigger one on keeping them from getting knocked off track.

The mechanism, in the researchers' own words: people "delegate control of goal-directed behaviors to pre-selected situational cues." You pick the cue ahead of time, and the cue does the work.

Hold that up against Lipton and it's kind of funny. You don't beat the autopilot by white-knuckling more conscious effort......you'd lose that fight, and that's the one part of Lipton's picture the evidence agrees with. You beat it by installing a better autopilot. The cue on the familiar road. The if-then instead of the resolution. Leo put it best: "Nature does the same thing everywhere......a river doesn't overpower the bank, it cuts a new channel and then just runs where it runs."

That's where I started wondering if we could lay this over top of the whole thing......the cue is the thing......and it needs to come from outside of you for it to work. An object in motion stays in motion unless impacted by an outside force......and that's what peer-to-peer support is. Another guy who's been where you are can be that outside force, that cue. It's why rooms like the brunch I built to honour my friend Jason need to exist. And then it ties into how to lower suicide rates in men, as that ‘stuff’ that happened to you as a kid becomes your dangerous autopilot and behaviour, and you need the outside cue more than most.

Turns out the proof I was reaching for was already sitting in the pile of research Leo had dug up. Like a beam on a job site you set aside early, before you knew it was the one that could hold the whole thing up. We'd pulled it at the start and hadn't leaned on it hard enough.

✱9 It comes from the same lab as the 45% number. They followed students who transferred to a new university and watched what happened to their exercise, newspaper reading and TV habits. The habits survived the move only when parts of the setting stayed the same......the students who kept reading the paper with other people kept the habit. When the setting changed, the habit broke, and some of the students started acting on what they actually intended.

And then the sentence that is this whole article: "changes in intentions alone could not explain the disruption of habits."

Intention alone didn't move it. The setting changing is what moved it. That's my object in motion, and somebody actually measured it. Deciding harder doesn't break the pattern. Something outside has to change for the cue to stop firing.

Look at the example they picked, too. Reading the paper with others. The setting that carries a habit isn't only a room, it's who's in it. Which is why the research I’ve looked at to date only supports the mental health benefits of the right peer support.

So does that mean the guy with the power of intention can go pound sand? No. Intentions do plenty. New behaviour runs on intention, and the if-then plan is an intention with a cue bolted to it. What loses is intention alone, going up against an old habit in the same old setting. Intention picks the cue, and the cue does the heavy lifting. Nobody has to pound sand.

And as for my physics theory of this: Newton's first law is an analogy here, not evidence, and I'd be fooling you if I printed it as though inertia were measured in a diary study. But the habit research has written its own version without knowing it. In the researchers' words, a habit "can be initiated without intention" and "runs to completion with minimal conscious control."

It starts without being asked and runs till it's done......inertia in a lab coat. The analogy isn't decoration......it's the same shape twice. An object in motion keeps going until something from outside hits it. A habit keeps running until something in the setting changes. Either way, the push has to come from outside the thing that's moving. That's why I keep saying the cue has to come from outside you. And the outside push doesn't have to be a sticky note on the mirror. It can be another person.

✱10 Then there was this. Men who got this ‘stuff’ young......the put-downs, the questions like ‘what's wrong with you?’, the hard things that study of seventeen thousand adults counted......need the outside cue more than most, and there's a number for the outside cue, straight from suicide prevention research. In a nationally representative Australian study, more than half of the people who'd had thoughts of suicide in the past year got help from someone who wasn't a professional. And people are more likely to go get professional help when someone they know suggests it.

More than half. Not a clinician. Somebody from their everyday life......a buddy, a brother, the guy they work beside. And the professional door opens more often when someone else points at it.

The same research names why this is especially noteworthy for men. Male friendships tend to run on practical help rather than emotional support......doing things for each other, not talking about how we're doing. That's why the researchers say peers need to be taught how to help.

So this isn't just about a brunch. In the evidence, men looking out for men is the mechanism. The cue has to come from outside, the outside usually isn't a professional, and men's friendships are built shoulder to shoulder, doing a thing. Jason and I had our own brunches for almost two decades. We didn't know why they helped. We just knew they did. Turns out there's science behind it. In the end it wasn't enough, and I won't pretend it was. The research won't pretend either. ✱11 The studies on men's peer spaces can't prove the room caused the change, and they're almost all about older men. So I won't tell you brunches prevent suicide. But I know now what those mornings were doing, and it's why I built the brunch to honour him. And it doesn't have to be a brunch. It can be a buddy asking how you're really doing on the drive to work. It can even be a guy reading an article like this one. That's why I write these. I'm not writing them as an expert. I'm an everyday man writing for everyday men, me included.

Put it all together and it stacks up like a sandwich.

Top slice......the 95% is a claim nobody measured, but a third to a half of what you do runs without you, and the ones that hurt were installed young. The three questions. The childhood numbers underneath.

The meat......intention alone doesn't break it. The setting does. The drivers on the familiar road didn't wake up by deciding to be more alert......they woke up when something outside cued them, and the effect went away.

Bottom slice......so a man carrying the dangerous autopilot can't count on willpower to be his cue, and the research says the cue usually isn't a clinician either. It's another guy. Which is why I sat down to eggs with a table full of men on a Sunday morning and we took an honest look at men’s mental health.

SO WHAT DOES THIS ALL MEAN?

The big point to all of this is choosing our own cue to get the desired actions out of ourselves, and to make new wanted habits stick. That's the backbone of the whole thing, and every piece of research in here is holding up part of it. Habits run on cues, not on intentions. You can pick the cue on purpose: if this happens, then I do that. Repeat it in the same setting and it sticks, around two months on average. A cue from outside your head switches the old autopilot off. And the cue can be another person.

Whether we choose the cue or not, we get them. So we may as well be the one putting the cue in the mirror, and not let life do it. Every habit runs on a cue, whether anyone picked it or not. My Dad's question was a cue I never chose, and it fired for decades. The mirror is one I did choose. The cues come either way. The only question is who's putting them there.

That's the thing about looking in the mirror and getting clear on what you see. You get real honest with yourself. For me, that meant looking hard at six months of daily effort and building, and admitting my project needed a re-calibration......what it means, and how I can best serve men moving forward.

Since the idea for this article first came to me back on August 6, I've had the first brunch in New West. The brunch was my way of making Jason's loss mean something, and it did. But I also learned it isn't sustainable without grant money and outside help. So if you're a man who wants to host a brunch in your own community, shoot me an email at hello@themensdateproject.org and I'll help you get it going. I'm also building out themensdateproject.org into a full resource for men's mental health, with a PDF library, short daily clips, and articles of every size, from a quick read to a deep dive like this one.

And I'm getting back to where all of this started, and why: finishing my memoir, What Colour Is the Sunset?, and getting it published. It's really a manual on how to come back from the darkest of places, and how to grieve the people who feel impossible to let go of. That's how I'm choosing to honour the people from my past and leave my world a little better than I found it.

—Jhöl

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